urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau i'm on your side i'm on your side 2008-04-03T05:23:18Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau:9126 2008-04-03T05:23:18Z 2008-04-03T05:23:18Z my hair smells like a spring meadow. sometimes it does this great thing where it gets all nice and wavy like mermaid hair when i leave it to air dry, which it not often. i get headaches when my hair is damp. the color is slowing coming to a nice dark medium brown. when i first got it colored it was pretty much black and i was mad at my hairstylist because i thought he wasn't listening to me when i told him what i wanted. it looks really healthy and glossy for the first time in years.<br />today was supposed to rain. 70%+ so i wore this cropped fitted peacoat this flowy long tank under and was sweating while the sun shone bright in the crystal blue sky. this is the last time i listen to the morning news!<br />i'm getting slight anxiety because i can't seem to concentrate for the last week or so. i've started to read 7 different books and i will get through the first ten pages and get distracted. when coming back to the book i'll have to re-read a few pages back to remember what i read and i'll get distracted again. this slow progression is driving me nuts. all the plots intertwine and the characters clasps their hands with one another and its a big ring-a-round mess. <br />i can't wait until i can get a new phone. my phone battery is dying. i have to charge it *almost every single day. i'll have three full bars of energy and then the next minute i've slept in because my phone died before the alarm came on. i don't want to buy a new battery because i can resign my contract in two more months...well almost three more months and get a brand new phone. i need a smartphone and had my heart set on the treo but read disappointing reviews and now i'm undecided again. for some reason i just can't love the blackberry. the whole format just irks me but i suppose i would settle on the curve if all my options are exhausted. <br /><br />just shoot me. can't believe i am thinking about a phone this much. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau:7416 2005-12-28T09:27:12Z 2005-12-28T09:28:07Z nonexistent everywhere. <br /><br />i'm sorry that i don't have a paid account so i can do that nifty poll thing but could everyone just post your<br /><br />1) desktop resolution?<br /><br />2) the size you usually save your pictures (nice photography + pics you post in lj/blog)?<br /><br />thankyouthankyou. thank you!<br /><br /><br />my poor poor computer. everything kind of explode at the end of this year. and not in a good way. life goes on. each passing day. xo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau:5871 2005-03-22T07:17:37Z 2005-03-22T07:17:37Z heyyyyyyyy. this journal is not dead. i've just been away for a while and now i'm going up north for easter and i got back with someone who i was with for a long time. happy crap makes for dull lj. <br /><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v234/her_tealeaves/006.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br /><br />i remember you. not so long ago. have a good weekend whatever you believe in/celebrate. sorry about the delay in replying to emails. i'll get back to you soon, i swear. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau:5159 2005-02-22T08:49:29Z 2005-02-22T08:49:29Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v452/i_fold_inhalf_soeasily/rainy2.jpg"><br /><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v452/i_fold_inhalf_soeasily/cup_nocake.jpg"><br /><br /><br />i'm ready for you, spring. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau:4671 2005-01-25T08:50:47Z 2005-01-25T08:52:35Z hi. i know lj people are great at giving suggestions/advice/etc so could you recommend any shopping sites similar to <a href="http://www.buyolympia.com/q/sid=134532111/">buyolympia</a> and <a href="http://www.fredflare.com/customer/home.php">fred flare</a>. basically, i need a new bag, some sheets, & something unnecessary. like a forty dollar fawn pin or something. <br /><br />anyways, today marks the day of a second relationship that has failed within the last 6 months. i'm shopping for a new life. k thanks.<br /><br /><center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v234/her_tealeaves/flown_away.jpg"></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau:4357 2005-01-04T08:45:38Z 2005-01-04T08:45:38Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v234/her_tealeaves/bluetears.jpg"><br /><br />don't give up on me, baby. not yet. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau:3580 2004-11-09T06:48:43Z 2004-11-09T06:48:43Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v102/asnowstory/pressedflower.jpg" align="left"> jury duty is so bad this time. you cannot even understand, but spent my lunch break eating chicken&walnut on squaw bread. heaven. i haven't had meat in over 2 years and i don't know why i had some today, but it was really good even though the texture felt strange. the girl that reminded me of echo is gone. replaced by a cat-eyed woman who never makes eye contact or smiles with limp brassy hair. i wished i could have gotten to know echo girl a little better. she seems like the kind that would have a secret life. <br /><br />10 years ago today i went to space camp. i don't know why i remembered that today, but i kind of want to be out in the cold, breathing in the crisp air and sky gazing in general. <br /><br />also realized that with enough time, i can lose feelings for people that i used to love. even though that sounds sad, its better than stringing along. we can start over again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau:3171 2004-11-03T21:12:46Z 2004-11-03T21:12:46Z so sick & tired & sad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aleau:2546 2004-10-12T07:04:15Z 2004-10-12T07:04:15Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v234/her_tealeaves/shoulditbe.jpg"><br /><br />i really want a horse for christmas. minus expenses.