i'm on your side

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 05:23:18 GMT

my hair smells like a spring meadow. sometimes it does this great thing where it gets all nice and wavy like mermaid hair when i leave it to air dry, which it not often. i get headaches when my hair is damp. the color is slowing coming to a nice dark medium brown. when i first got it colored it was pretty much black and i was mad at my hairstylist because i thought he wasn't listening to me when i told him what i wanted. it looks really healthy and glossy for the first time in years.
today was supposed to rain. 70%+ so i wore this cropped fitted peacoat this flowy long tank under and was sweating while the sun shone bright in the crystal blue sky. this is the last time i listen to the morning news!
i'm getting slight anxiety because i can't seem to concentrate for the last week or so. i've started to read 7 different books and i will get through the first ten pages and get distracted. when coming back to the book i'll have to re-read a few pages back to remember what i read and i'll get distracted again. this slow progression is driving me nuts. all the plots intertwine and the characters clasps their hands with one another and its a big ring-a-round mess.
i can't wait until i can get a new phone. my phone battery is dying. i have to charge it *almost every single day. i'll have three full bars of energy and then the next minute i've slept in because my phone died before the alarm came on. i don't want to buy a new battery because i can resign my contract in two more months...well almost three more months and get a brand new phone. i need a smartphone and had my heart set on the treo but read disappointing reviews and now i'm undecided again. for some reason i just can't love the blackberry. the whole format just irks me but i suppose i would settle on the curve if all my options are exhausted.

just shoot me. can't believe i am thinking about a phone this much.

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 09:27:12 GMT

nonexistent everywhere.

i'm sorry that i don't have a paid account so i can do that nifty poll thing but could everyone just post your

1) desktop resolution?

2) the size you usually save your pictures (nice photography + pics you post in lj/blog)?

thankyouthankyou. thank you!

my poor poor computer. everything kind of explode at the end of this year. and not in a good way. life goes on. each passing day. xo

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 07:17:37 GMT

heyyyyyyyy. this journal is not dead. i've just been away for a while and now i'm going up north for easter and i got back with someone who i was with for a long time. happy crap makes for dull lj.

i remember you. not so long ago. have a good weekend whatever you believe in/celebrate. sorry about the delay in replying to emails. i'll get back to you soon, i swear. :)

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 08:49:29 GMT

i'm ready for you, spring.

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 08:50:47 GMT

hi. i know lj people are great at giving suggestions/advice/etc so could you recommend any shopping sites similar to buyolympia and fred flare. basically, i need a new bag, some sheets, & something unnecessary. like a forty dollar fawn pin or something.

anyways, today marks the day of a second relationship that has failed within the last 6 months. i'm shopping for a new life. k thanks.

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 08:45:38 GMT

don't give up on me, baby. not yet.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 06:48:43 GMT

jury duty is so bad this time. you cannot even understand, but spent my lunch break eating chicken&walnut on squaw bread. heaven. i haven't had meat in over 2 years and i don't know why i had some today, but it was really good even though the texture felt strange. the girl that reminded me of echo is gone. replaced by a cat-eyed woman who never makes eye contact or smiles with limp brassy hair. i wished i could have gotten to know echo girl a little better. she seems like the kind that would have a secret life.

10 years ago today i went to space camp. i don't know why i remembered that today, but i kind of want to be out in the cold, breathing in the crisp air and sky gazing in general.

also realized that with enough time, i can lose feelings for people that i used to love. even though that sounds sad, its better than stringing along. we can start over again.

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 21:12:46 GMT

so sick & tired & sad.

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 07:04:15 GMT

i really want a horse for christmas. minus expenses.